BIRTHDAY!! :D
Dear Diary,
YAYE, it was my birthday yesterday and I had a blast! :D
Firstly, I would like to thank these people for the messages that they sent me! :
Connie, Jinyue, Claudia, Litong, Fasihah, Edna, Faris, Shiwei, Adrianna, Huisze, Darryl, Jacqueline, Xinyi, Afza, Erwin Lum, Sandra, Vivenne, Jowin, Judith, Cassandra, Amanda, Yvonne, Yiling, Stella, Gwen Peh, Changxin, Zhangyue, Gladys and Genevieve!
Thanks so much for remembering my special day and for the wishes! :D
Secondly, I would like to thank the Choir Committee' 08-09 for the Friday Celebration, the BIG cake and the PRETTY card filled with wishes! :
Claudia, Edmund, Huisze, Judith, Yanting, Cassandra, Whitney, Afza, Siti, Yiling, Alvin, Erwin Sutrisno, Boontat, FongKiat, Xuanzhen and Yongqing!
I LOVE YOU GUYS!
Thirdly, I would like to thank these few special friends who spent their valuable time celebrating my birthday with me at Madjacks! :
Huisze (Fishball), Fasihah (Fuzzy Bear), Litong (Mumm), Xinyi (Yati/Maidmate), Shiwei (Brother who is older than me by 5 days) and Shawn (Holy Man)!!
The effort to make my day is greatly appreciated!!
Thankyou Shawn, Mumm and Yati for lying that you were there 'cause you were visiting relatives! * Didnt know that all your relatives lived at the same place!
Thankyou Shiwei for lying that you were there 'cause you were visiting your doctor! * Didnt know that you have to travel all the way to bedok to visit your doctor!
Thankyou Fishball and Bear for arranging the whole thing and giving me that BEAUTIFUL bouquet of Flowers!!
I LOVE YOU GUYS TOO!
Lastly, I would like to thank these special people who gave me LOVELY presents! :
Thankyou Huisze and Fasihah for the BEAUTIFUL bouquet of flowers and the Orange Tee (Thanks to irina too)!
Thankyou Litong and Xinyi for the Lovely card and the bear with clothes!
Thankyou Edna and Jinyue for the Orange belt, smiley earings and cute diary!
Thankyou Claudia, Cassan, Judith, Yanting and Whitney for the two Cute tees and shorts! ( I wore them when i went out on sunday)
Thankyou Shiwei for the pretty purple bottle!
OH! Before I forget!
Here's a special thankyou to the handsome guy at Macs who gave me an Orange Macs balloon and a last-minute card just to wish me happy birthday! Hooray to Macs for such great service! HAHA!! :D We shall go back there again for Xinyi's Bday! HAHA!! So sweet!!
lly had a really good time yesterday with my dear lovelys, from getting lost and finally finding the restuarant Madjacks which sells lovely food and provides great service (huisze likes) to going to Macs where we again experience great service! Many photos were taken! But I'll upload them on another day as they are all with litong and huisze!
And A BIGBIG THANKYOU to my mummy and sis for celebrating the last few hours of my birthday with me and with a cake which tasted a little bit too buttery. HAHA!!
YAYE! I LOVE MY BIRTHDAY!! WWEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
12:51 AM
HELLO THIS IS HUISZE WORM 2 BLOGGING FOR SHUHUI WORM 1 :D HAHAHAHA, FIRST ITS FASIHAH, NOW ITS SHUHUI :D
I suddenly thought of fasihahs post on my blog about the,
when you're ----, im with you
when you need to shit, Im also there for you.
HAHAHA
SHUHUI, MINE FOR YOU ISSSS,
when you're weird, becoming weird, become weird, I'll still be with you :D
HAHAHA, yknow why yknow why!
its because your weirdness makes you cute!
Once,, and for once, I'll praise you okay!
HAHAHA
Shuhui is a very nice person :D
shes also a very crazy person,
AND,
her good hobby is also calling me a fishball + irritating me + looking like a mouse.
Well, she looks like one
She says her name is very sexy too!
HAHAHAHA,
This is a picture of shuhui :D
FIND HERRRRRRRR!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
3:53 AM
To my dear Litong...
Dear Tong,
I know that you're feeling very down these few days and there's not a lot I can do to distract those unhappy thoughts from your mind. But I just hope that you know, that I'm here! Although my shoulders are bony, but I believe they are quite comfortable!
Plus, you know that my ears are always open for my friends, esp for BEST FRIENDS like YOU!
Some people may not know how to appreciate you, but do know that I do, Huisze does, Fuzzy does, Xinyi does, Peiyi does.. the list would keep going on..
Cry if you must, to get rid of those unpleasant thoughts. Scream if you must, to get rid of that exploding anger in you. But do remember that you still have so many of us behind you.
Dont worry my dear, everything would be fine again, I promise..
I love you,
We all do.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
8:12 AM
HELLO BLOG!
There were two pathways for you to choose from,
and I was standing on one of them.
But you chose to walk the other,
because to you, it seemed so much brighter.
Once a decision has been taken,
there's no turning back.
I'll miss you so much, my dear little friend.
Dear Diary,
Firstly, I would like to wish Claudia a....
SUPER DUPER ULTRA RUBBER HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! HAHAS:D
oh dear Claudia, we've been friends for like FOREVER! HAHA! I never thought I would have a SUPER DUPER close childhood friend whose friendship with me would last so long, but then you appeared and took away that thought! :D YAYE!
I LOVE YOU CLAUDIA! And I enjoying seeing you smile because when you do, your eyes would disappear and you would look so cute! So try not to be sad so often, always know that you're LOVED! Plus, I'm so envious of the fact that you have so many 'spies', thus allowing you to know of every single gossip in school! Not bad ah! HAHA! JK JK! :D
May you have many HAPPYHAPPY years ahead and all the best for your endeavours alright! I apologise for not being able to be there when you cut your cake... ): SORRY..
Secondly, I would like to thank many people for being there for me when I was feeling down on Thursday..
To HOHUISZE aka my dearest FISHBALL HEAD,
thankyou for being there to listen and to offer your opinions! You know I always look forward to hear what you say because it just makes so much sense!HAHA! And thanks for being with me when you knew that something was wrong and I was sad, it meant alot.. I love you, I always do! :D so sweet right?!?
To Judith Wong aka WOLS,
thankyou for playing with me, cheering me up, and also being there for me when I came into the indoor sports hall alone.. It showed me that you really cared, and I appreciated that fact! Stay cute okay!
To Jorene Lee aka Auntie,
HAHA, thankyou for sharing gossips and rumours with me just to cheer me up! And also for supporting me! It helped alot in making me happy again! I always enjoy my little talking sessions with you!
To LIU Yanting aka BLUR,
YANTING, everytime I see you, I cannot help but smile! Your blur-ness and cute-ness just make me feel so warm! I immediately feel so much better! HAHA! Thankyou for making me laugh when I was feeling so down with your usual tactics! BINGBING rocks right?!?
To Edna Pan,
thankyou for reasuring me that everything is going to be alright again.. And I really appreciated all the help that you always offer me! It so SWEET! HAHA:D Take care of yourself okay, I hope that bruise on your knee would disappear soon! :D
A BIG THANKYOU to all who were willing to listen, who were willing to cheer me up! I really appreciate it a lot.
Thirdly, today.
AAHH, finally, today. Yup, today was, I can say, quite a good day! Johnny, Teckwei and Litong appeared at the traffic light when I was walking to school in the morning. It was really nice to see such nice people at the start of the day!
And chinese lesson was nice! It's so rare for SHUHUI to be saying this, but yeah, I enjoy Ms Soh's classes! So happy to have her as my chinese teacher! I want to improve my chinese! WOOHOO! :D
Then, it was choir! HAHA, our Joshua song finally sound so nice! Eventhough I still cant really catch my first note, but I promise I'll try my best to learn and make it into the team! YAYE! We then went to celebrate Claudia's birthday but I had to leave because I had piano lesson.. That Old pervertic uncle was walking behind me when I was walking to my music school. Luckily, he wasn't able to walk fast! So I quickened my pace until I lost sight of him. HAHA! phew.
Mummy then bought me Macs after lesson, DOUBLE CHEESE BURGER! HAHA! so nice! YAY! I had fun today! I love fridays! :D
Well, I have to end here, if not, my mummy is gonna kill me for using the internet for so long! HAHA! BYEBYE people! I'll be back soon okay! I promise!
Till then, SEEYOU! :D
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
6:58 AM
Did you know that it hurts?
Did you know that it hurts real bad,
When I called you like a million times but you didnt bother to reply even once?
Did you know that it hurts real bad,
When you said that I was stubborn?
Did you know that it hurts real bad,
When you said that my bad character would get me no where?
Did you know that it hurts real bad,
When you said I was trying to make things difficult for you?
Did you know that it hurts real bad,
When you said that you wish I would change for the better?
Did you know that it hurts real bad,
When you said that you did so much for me and that I did nothing for you?
Did you know that it hurts real bad,
When you said that I was a cold-blooded creature?
Did you know that it hurts so bad,
That I want to rip my heart out so that it would hurt no more?
So bad, that I hate myself for who I am.
But this feeling is no stranger to me; it has been in me since forever.
It never went away, I just made it seem like it did.How I wish that I was perfect in your eyes.How I wish that you would be proud of me, no matter what I do.How I wish that I could confide in you just like how I could with a friend.How I wish that you were both my best friends.Did you know that it hurts??Did you even know?
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:06 AM
Termtest OVER!
Dear Diary,
It's been a REAL LONG time since I last entered an entry.. Well, school has been real hectic since the start of this year, 2009. Maybe it's because it's like the final year that I'll be spending in this school. OHHH.... It's starting to be an emo entry already... Okay, I shall stop my emo-ness here! I want to be happy!!
So yeah, Sec 1 orientation was great! I didn't really get to know any individual sec1 in particular as I was part of the Organising Committee with Connie, Bernard, Gladys, Eileen, Azrul, Zikrul and Mothi. Overall, the whole experience was real fun!! I guess I'm quite lucky to be in council and Leopards!
After the whole orientation ended, together with the CCA bazaar, it was back to class and lessons time!! It was weird at first, like how it was every year, but I soon managed to catch up with the class. The next thing I know, people started telling me that termtest starts on week 3. I remembered that I was laughing and saying that they were just lying, trying to make me freak out. It wasn't until the exam timetable came out that I realised the truth.. It was bad.. Real bad..
Eventhough I managed to catch up with lessons, I was still in the holiday mode. I can't get back to reality. I had difficulty concentrating when studying, and so, I'm not expecting to do really well this term.. YUPYUP, I'm mentally prepared for the IMPACT!! I'm so sorry SHUHUI!!
Then, it was Choir. I skipped many choir practices due to the extended termtests and council events and of course, my other commitments. I felt so bad towards my juniors, choir mates and teachers!! I'm supposed to teach my section as I'm the section leader, but yet, I couldn't attend practice for like so many times!! Slap me claudia slap me!! I'm so sorry..
ARGH... Nevermind, I'm trying to attend more choir sessions because termtest is finally over after a grueling 2 weeks.. I so badly want to be in the SYF team again! So, I must attend more practices to catch up! I want to see all my batch people and my juniors make it in too!! Nobody to be cut okay!! I'll try my best to learn fast fast, so that I can teach again. JIAYOU SHUHUI!
Plus, I must try to improve my physics, Amaths and HCL!! I must also do well for the rest of my subjects too! All The Way SHUHUI!!
HAHA! I'm like encouraging myself now!! Motivation!! YAY!! GO SHUHUI!! :D
BYEBYE DIARY!! See you soon!! :DD
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
6:49 AM
Update on previous previous post!! :D
HEYHEY!! I remembered that I promised to update more pictures on Huisze's Dance Recital, well, here they are!! I actually stole them from Irina, and didnt tell her, so yeah, SSHHHHHH!!
Inside the University Cultural Centre!
That's Fasihah and Connie!! :D
SHUHUI and IRINA!! :D
HAHA! That's us again!!
Oh yah, Huisze's dance! And that's her, second from left (first row)!
All five of us!! Huisze, Fasihah, ME, Irina and Connie!
The End!!
Love, SHUHUI'! :D
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:56 PM
